So it hasn’t been a horrible week. It also hasn’t been the greatest week either. I have a lot of heavy thoughts in my mind. I feel like I’m at a fork in the road in my life. I’m really struggling to decide which to go. I feel like either way I go, I lose in some way. It’s really been a hectic week more than anything. It’s been filled with projects and chaos and a new job!
This is my first week of training. I was really nervous at first, but I’m loving it so far. I had these preconceptions that were way off base. Everything has gone really smoothly. The trainers are really amazing and laid back. I also know that I have a lot of perks from this job that I’m not used to. I have a really good feeling about this one. I hope. I really need more stability in my life.
That’s all I can really think to talk about. I am so happy that I have a place to unjumble my thoughts and moods. Starting next Monday, I’m going to start a journal that I record things in every day. I think it will help me be more precise with this blog. I would start it tomorrow, but I think I need to adapt to new schedule first. I try not to overdo things.
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