Do you find it difficult to make friends? Why or why not?

I find it very difficult to make new friends. I have considered myself a very weird person most of my life. I was into reading, music, and arts. I didn’t really care for playing or sports. That was rather unusual in the places I lived. Also I moved a lot as a child. I don’t have anybody that I can say I’ve known all my life. I can now say that I have known people since high school, but we don’t really talk anymore. I am also very socially awkward. I’m slowly coming out of my shell. I am also realizing that I am only weird to those who can’t handle my shine.